Friday, April 20, 2012

I’m tired… or cranky… or whatever!


I’ve been MIA for a little bit and while I like to blame being “busy” and by busy I mean making my own granola and searching for a new American Girl doll for Audrey on Ebay partly I’ve just been blah and didn’t feel like writing anything. Some of my last posts have been during a crappy part of my life and while I feel like they are cleansing and soul healing, it still sucks to vomit all those words onto a page and make them not only make sense but to try and see past the tears blurring your vision to make sure they are spelled right.



Last week I cut my hair, not super short but something I had wanted to do for a while for just me… because I wanted a change and something new. Like a metamorphosis for a new person I have become.  A person who I’d like to say is less selfish and more willing to live life not from fear but with an honest intent to be the best person I can be. I’d like to say that and hopefully it’s true, only time will tell. In the mean time I have a rocking new haircut and a desire to not hide from old wounds and old ugliness.  Fingers crossed.


* sorry for the crappy pic, taken by myself from my phone in the weird way my brother loves to make fun of ;)

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